Hello fellow bloggers, family and friends,

As I sit here at my desk with all my wonderful messy stuff around thinking of a topic I haven’t done or one that hasn’t been over done in the pass I think about things which have gone on in my life or friends lives and I wonder just how much we truly know about them or how much the truly let us in to really be there for them.

They have a program now about stopping cancer by praying and I know that pray works miracles but I wonder why it didn’t work for Carl or even my Mom was it because I didn’t pray hard enough or I didn’t take the right tack to make it work or if it just wasn’t suppose to work because it was there time to go to a better place.  For whatever the reason I still believe that pray can help and if we all get into the pray mode that more people would live as long as it’s not there time to go.

My Mom once told me that when God was ready for her she would be ready too and she didn’t want any heroic measures taken she didn’t want to suffer anymore.  Carl was ready to go to after five long years of pain he just wanted the pain to be gone and never come back.

Let’s get on our knees and pray that the find a cure for this awful disease before it takes the life of someone else we know and love.  PLEASE!!!!!!  and THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.



Hello fellow bloggers, friends and family,

I know it has been a while since I have been here but not from lack of trying.  I have been busy moving back to my hometown in Texas because my next to youngest brother Mark needs me and even though in reason times we have been on the outs because of the person he has chosen to live his life with he is still my brother and I love him.  So basically I feel like I have started life over in the same place where I moved out two years ago.  Carl has been gone for three years this past May and they tell you not to do anything for the first year but grief so I did then I moved out of my brother’s house into my own place with my youngest daughter Misty then after a year we moved to Washington state for a while now I’m back.

I’m happy which is surprising considering I am back in my old room where a lot of my memories are of my husband but it isn’t so bad having those memories now because my brother has been here to help out with them.  Misty moved to Florida to be with her Grams on her Dad’s side of the family because she isn’t doing as well as she could be but she is 96 I hope when I get her age I can still function like her.  LOL

Life is special and you get out of it what you put into it but I have learned something since moving back home and that is if you work hard and you enjoy your life and others around you than you get a lot more out of the life that you are trying to life.  So saying that I have found in this case that moving back here and getting to know myself all over again that change is truly good!!!!

Thank you for sharing my life through my blogs and making life just a little bit sweeter even when sometime life can be trying at best it is still good because all of you make it that way for me.  I love you all.